screw up

i never get screw up except this time around. someone told me that in every successful, it begins with failure. i made a mistake. I REPEAT a year and i hope i learn from my mistake. sometimes Allah push you to the limit to take out all your ego. Allah take away all your friends to make you realise that how you really dependent to people surround you. Allah take them away so you going out from your comfort zone, you need to make an effort to reach out people around you, they will not come without you make a move first. you realise that you actually lack of friends making skill. you realise that you need to give friendship so you can get friendship. you realise that you need to give love so you will get love, you realise that you need to give attention to people so that you get attention. you realise that what you give you will get back. all this while, when you think everything comes smoothly but why not this time around, you realise that you have been grown up. you need to search, make an effort to make all things work out. Allah give you the feel of loneliness to make you close to HIM. Allah give you failure in your eyes so you can feel how people struggle to get back. experience is the best teacher. you need to get through it to get the real experience. hardship will give you two options, either you get closer to Allah or you create a barrier between you and HIM. but remember 1 thing, Allah never screw you up, but you actually damage yourself HAVE FAITH WITH ALLAH and you will do fine.